`Sunday, March 27, 2005;__
sun burn
wake up LATE!11.45am my mum called to wake me up=X
Stayed at home the whole day. didnt even step out of
the door. =x okay so i was doin NOTHING usefull.
and i realised my sun burn though is not tt dark but
somehow is lk burnin. my arms espcially. in a
great pain now. hais. now is 1.55AM alr. and i'm still
here. hais. i dun seem to be able to slp early at nite.
i just cant. every nite i sleep at arnd 12 plus. even
though the next day i got sch is still the same.
i told my father i need sleepin pills and he was lk so
young and u need sleepin pills to sleep? seriously i nid.
cause i cant sleep, havin dificulty sleepin at NIGHT.
and den the next day i have to wake up arnd 5.30.
and is really a tourture for me. cos I CANT WAKE UP!
and even i wake up i wud still feel restless. feelin
dame weak and ofcus sleepy during lesson time. and
cause me to have moodswing so easily. and i gets irritated
easily!
every nite i will be smsin with the same old person.
only him who keeps me accmpany. he always kip me
accompany till 12 plus. and he said if u cant slp ,
try to think of the 1 i love! goodness the 1 i love?
I DONT LOVE ANYONE! no one! there isnt a word
call LOVE in my dictionary pls.
tml supposed to go causeway with mj and teng but cancel.
so i'll be stayin at home. =] study the literature REAP.
okay i'll try to blog in often. so till then byes.
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 6:05 PM;__